troubled mind.

That song she sang to me lingers in my mind. It resonants with an earlier tune, "Best fo time is now".
The two songs, one singing of the beginning, one singing of the end. In unison, they drive me crazy. They sum up the relationship, they tell me the story of the past few months in sum. It drivesme crazy!

Makesme wanna break out in tears, makes me wann tear my hair and rage. If only the haunting tunes would stop.

Ironically, neither were "our songs" that held special meanings to us. It is only my song. Loneliness. Bleah.

Ii stll feel a tendril of feeling... I need to squash it I know, but the pain!!!!... I am a coward... shall leave it to time...