the greatest whinery this side of cyberia

It has been a while since the chrononicler chronicled. But such times of absence doth heighten the suspense that lies interim...Ok, I kid myself. I have only been lazy and busy. Indeed. Much has past in these few weeks For one, I have officially ended my student life. It did not end with a bang, but a meander of baloons in mid flight. It is however, a start. It was an unhappy start, filled with chagrin and wist, full of pit stops and regrets. Yet, it is a start, nevertheless. A start as good as any. Henceforth, it is head on towards the ups and downs of life as an adult. Sigh. For another, the week marks the start of my plc. Indeed, a period of mental pain, physical stagnation, and general lethargy - I feel so useless now copared to last month! I feel no rush of adrenaline when put to a case, and I feel no pride in what I do. What I am interested to learn, I know I know beyond what is taught; what I have no use for, I have no interest to learn. Caught in a dilemma as tight as a gordia...

It has come to an end. The weeks of work, regular hours and corporate surroundings has come to a stop today. Back again, to the unregulated world of lessons, lectures, tutorials and seminars. Boring... The weeks flew by, almost like a dream. It seemed like yesterday when I complained of idleness, for indeed, I made the very same complain yesterday. It seemed like eons ago, when the I was given work. Indeed, eons passed.... For now, the start of school, the end of work, the beginning of an ended cycle - who knows when or where it will stop? My fate is still uncertain.