awaken.

I woke up feeling pretty lousy... not hungover, but just generally unhappy. Bleah... Slept at 4, but woke up automatically at 10+... so thats 6 hours of sleep for me... I feel energetic somewhat. I dunno why; even the body feel so rested it is amazing!
I think clubbing is losing its appeal to me... at least zouk is. Perhaps is it time to change venue?

And I have been drinking way too much... realise my body is still taking everything thats thrown at it, but I dunno when it will start to fail... my innards, my skin, my brain... the gross pictures on those ciggie packs come to mind... Yikes... I must have dreamt about them last night.
Besides, the beer belly is getting bigger. and bigger. and bigger. Bleah. How to run, carrying a barrel at ur tummy? I need to lose it, fast! And detox!!! I need my muscles back! Feel so bloody weak now.

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