deja vu deja vu.

Strange feeling that I went down this path before... it is as if I am doing everything over again and again. The anguish renewed, the pain resurrected. The aimlessness returned, the sleeplessness falling again.

Breatheless, from all these shit. Tiresome, bothersome, burdening me like lead. God, help take it all away!!! Lift me from this cesspool, leave me clean and unweighted down. Help!!!