disbelief
I had always known law guys to be a breed of their own, a sui generis? More logical and collheaded, to the point of inhuman precision? I had always thought we are merely more attuned to arguments and objective reasoning. Turns out I am SO wrong. If I had not been secretly told, I would still be oblivious to the storm around me.
All because of some bag. I am SO disgusted. Aren't guys supposed to be magnanimous and accomodating? Aren't they supposed to be NOT petty and bogged with trivialities? I am sickened.
Now, with the secret disclosure, I look upon his face with a new light - repungnance. Thank goodness I am not in the same firm as he! Snake! Petty Snake!
So much times, our paths could have passed. Yet none had it ever happened. We shared the same conductor, the same alumni, the same circle and even mutual frens. And it all started cos of a simple comment by me. It is like 2 parallel worlds that had co-existed and separated by a thin wall, which is now broken apart by that comment. Will the 2 worlds merge hence? Or will the wall heal and subsist? Time will tell...
Staying so near, yet so infinitely far. It is but a transcient fixation, yet it boils in my mind like some obsession. I had been known to act on lesser impetus such as this, and yet I had to reign myself in, for morality's sake. Every meeting a struggle, every moment together a second to short, a minute too long. Woe
She lies just beyond reach, a distance mirage sighted amidst the desert heat. Perhaps that was what drove me, what kept my interest and fanned my efforts. A mirage that teases, that promised a cool sip, calm shade, and palms of dates. Yet, like a mirage she remain, always never really within reach. How long more can I wait, before I perish under the scorching heat?
All because of some bag. I am SO disgusted. Aren't guys supposed to be magnanimous and accomodating? Aren't they supposed to be NOT petty and bogged with trivialities? I am sickened.
Now, with the secret disclosure, I look upon his face with a new light - repungnance. Thank goodness I am not in the same firm as he! Snake! Petty Snake!
So much times, our paths could have passed. Yet none had it ever happened. We shared the same conductor, the same alumni, the same circle and even mutual frens. And it all started cos of a simple comment by me. It is like 2 parallel worlds that had co-existed and separated by a thin wall, which is now broken apart by that comment. Will the 2 worlds merge hence? Or will the wall heal and subsist? Time will tell...
Staying so near, yet so infinitely far. It is but a transcient fixation, yet it boils in my mind like some obsession. I had been known to act on lesser impetus such as this, and yet I had to reign myself in, for morality's sake. Every meeting a struggle, every moment together a second to short, a minute too long. Woe
She lies just beyond reach, a distance mirage sighted amidst the desert heat. Perhaps that was what drove me, what kept my interest and fanned my efforts. A mirage that teases, that promised a cool sip, calm shade, and palms of dates. Yet, like a mirage she remain, always never really within reach. How long more can I wait, before I perish under the scorching heat?
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