securitization.

It was a sombre affair, tribute service to the departed. We all know he is but elsewhere, yet the bereavement is still shocking. When he was around, I took it for granted, never truly understood the concept of early departure until it is a reality. If only I could turn time back... instead of showing disdain where I should have loved. More. How heartless I have become. Hardened.

I realised you can really find financial stuff in the Word. There was a Special Purpose Entity made, such that all debts are transferred to in return for a clean balance sheet. And that SPE took on all debts and raised salvation through grace. Name of that SPE was Christos. Unpassioned, bland depiction of salvation? Perhaps. Yet, in essence thats how he bought all our debts, and died paying it... for us?

Rise of the merchant class... the result of globalisation and the dilution of people as corporal entities. Now, it is all money money money. Sickens me. More so, cos I have been sucked into it. Now I begin to see why the moneyfolks were the lowliest strata in all ancient societies - it is just so self-consuming... Money saps up the essence of life... and woe to us now, when society is one big money worshipping entity. Help.


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