swirl.

turbulence.
Throbbing, churning, thundering, yearning;
Spinning, twirling, twisting and turning.
Life in a mess, out of control, riding the waves of euphoric bliss
Thoughts fleeing, reason leaving logic resigning, all with a sigh
Emotions askew, uncontrolled and new, all splattered like paint on a canvas.
Addiction, intoxication, utter loss for total gain.

choice.
Regretful sadness, painful heaviness, beautiful perfection, wonderful darkness.
Selfless rejections, selfish acceptance, roulette of choices, spinning around.
Gambling on gut feel, risking all for promises, betting on bravado, throwing caution to the wind.
Unable to take losses, prepared to suffered losses, praying against losses, out of control.

hapless.
Stranded on a rudderless boat, afloat on a sea of bliss
Unprepared for future storms, living only for the feel of the wind
Without haste and seemingly unpurposed
Forgetting shores, or destinations rehearsed.
Afloat at the mercies of the current flow
Going where the winds of fate blow
Never thinking, not even planning, hapless in all entirety
Ignorance, a bliss and bane;
Wistfulness, all fun and foolish
A sigh suffice to sum it all, a hapless whisper all forlorn.