uncertain

Happiness, wonderful and complete, blossoming like a summer's rose.
Complete joy, overwhelming and endearing, bursting forth like sunrise.
Fear, of lost joy, of lost happiness, a blight upon the sunny land.
Fear, its deep icy claws ripping from within, drawing blood chilled solid.
Ever present joy jolted by intermittent fears,
Gushing riverof mirth tainted with upstream burdens.
Tenderness cruelly torn.
Joy submerged in melancholy, joy nevertheless.
Love engulfed in turmoil, love nevertheless.